Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Why I Had to Quit Animal Crossing

Short version: I can’t play Animal Crossing anymore because it’s making me feel like a failure at life — that is, more so than playing any most other video games would.


If you’re not the joystick-handling crowd, know this much: Animal Crossing is a Nintendo franchise, the newest installment of which recently came out for the Nintendo 3DS. The game essentially works like a Tamagotchi that beams you into its world (yes, like that one Saved by the Bell Saturday morning preview), so instead of just taking care of one fictional organism, you’re charged as custodian of a whole fictional environment. You pull the weeds. You arrange your home for maximum feng shui. You scuttle among your anthropomorphic neighbors running errands. And this is all supposed to be fun.

Further explanation of the death of cutesiness after the jump.

the sloth who runs the plant shop. he no 
longer exists,  because i deleted my save file. 
The thing is, despite my dreary description, the Animal Crossing games are fun. There may be no end-of-stage flagpole to slide down, no bad guy to punch, no princess to rescue, but they seem entertain in the classic Nintendo sense, and that’s why I’ve purchased and played each of them that have been released in the U.S. Yes, they’re cutesy as fuck, but that superficial kiddiness hides some deep, engrossing gameplay and more potential for creativity than other major franchises. Most recently, I bought the newest one, New Leaf, which allows to become the mayor of your fictional town and therefore pursue public works projects. I am 100 percent not shitting you: You pick a point in the local creek that could use a bridge, and then you start raising public funds from the various dogs, cats, deer, mice and octopuses who live in your town to build said bridge. Again, it seems bizarre to imagine charity drives as an integral aspect of a video game, but somehow Animal Crossing works. These ceaseless chores somehow result in a cuter Sim City wherein you can design your town in pleasingly specific ways and eventually have it inhabited by a dress-wearing frog who’s probably unaware that her name refers to a French delicacy made from her own body.

the tapir who ran the dream shop. see,
because in japan, tapirs eat dreams
Inexplicable fun factor aside, I have deleted the file from my 3DS and will never, ever play it again.

I’m thirty-one, and although I feel no guilt about sinking a few hours here and there into video games, playing Animal Crossing gave me a growing sense of anxiety. In my actual life, where squirrels don’t wear clothes and don’t write me letters, I haven’t done enough in the city I live in. I don’t actually want to build bridges over local rivers, I should point out, but having been a (legal) adult for a decade now, I do wonder what I could do to make the space I live in better. As a result, I feel uneasy about letting Animal Crossing successes sub in for real-life ones, consciously or unconsciously. I just couldn’t stroll around a fictional neighborhood, cleaning up garbage and planting trees, when I knew I was only sitting in my apartment and ignoring the fact that my real neighborhood could also benefit from less garbage and more trees.

the flanders-sweatered bastard to whom you
always owe money. i am particularly happy
about his newfound non-existence.
That’s actually just half of my motivation to quit Animal Crossing, though, because I could easily say that it’s pointless to rescue in-game princesses when I’m doing nothing to help the real-world princess community. No, at least in the princess-rescuing games, you rescue the princess and then finish up. With Animal Crossing, there’s no way to beat the game. You can’t win, because that’s not the point, and given enough time you will always find something more to do. At this point in my life, I can’t commit to a fictional universe that won’t end. It’s kind of like how I stopped reading The Walking Dead (and yes, I’m also wondering if anyone’s ever pointed out this one single way in which Animal Crossing is like The Walking Dead): I like my plots to follow traditional arcs with rising action, a climax, and then falling action. I like to commit my time until the end and then move on, perhaps having learned something about life and living. I step into my fictional universes knowing that the experience has been thought out, A to Z.

So that’s why I said no to Animal Crossing. Is it weird if I imagined my little town and its cuddly inhabitants being obliterated by an apocalypse when I deleted the file? Like, their pixels flying apart as the very core of their existence ceased to be? No, don’t answer that. I’m pretty sure that’s how everyone would feel.

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8 comments:

  1. Anonymous3:20 PM

    Saved by the Bell? Bells? I get it!

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  2. I can understand why you quit the game. I question my sanity while playing AC as it is. As a sidenote, I actually named my town after Rick's from Walking Dead. The ai in AC games have always creeped me out as much as zombies some days.

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    1. They are creepy sometimes. There was a bit of the uncanny valley to having "conversations" with cutesy computer constructs.

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  3. Anonymous5:40 AM

    You just described why I have personally quit Minecraft, Terraria, and numerous other games. At some point in ones life they realize they are pushing bits around, bits that could easily be changed or deleted in a more efficient manner, instead of living a real life.

    I think this is the great divide where one says they finally grew up... not that we quit gaming, but we realize we need ends to it so we can move on again.

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    1. You make a good point, and one that I maybe didn't make strongly enough in the post: the more grown-up solution would have been to play in moderation. I maybe don't have that level of self-control now, even at 30 years old.

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    2. The problem is, if you play in moderation, you end up screwing up the process of making your town. I have reset so many files just for missing a week of the game, that I cannot get back into this one. I recommend one like City Folk more, it gives you less control.. And that is better for this kind of game... Besides, I like Animal Crossing more on the big screen, especially since the time sunk into the world should be time playing on a television, sitting down, making the time for it. It felt a lot more organized like that.

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  4. I'm kind of puzzled why so many stop, while I continue on. What is it about this game/series that keeps drawing me back in day after day after day, month after month after month, year after year after year? Am I THAT much of an addictive personality that I can't stop even a day? Even though I put in over 3,500 hours since launch to date, yet still find myself craving it nearly every moment of every day. Why? Why is there no burnout feeling? Why are others getting this burnout feeling long before I am? How can I put so much time and energy into a video game that really doesn't reward this kind of level of commitment? Why am I so attached to these animals that I feel like they really are my friends? I'd like to know why I continue on while other stop. Case in point Wild World. I put in daily play from launch in 2005 until 2011 when the 3DS came out. That's 5+ years of playing this one particular game. If New Leaf is much more loaded than Wild World, who knows how many years I'll sink into New Leaf!

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