Saturday, October 16, 2004

On the Other Side

I left a bar — Madam's Organ in Adams Morgan — because I realized I just couldn't be happy tonight. I can't remember when I started hating social situations so much, but tonight was intolerable. It was crowded. Maybe I was having another anxiety attack. Maybe I'm just sick of other people picking where we spend the night. Maybe I need to go out with other people. Maybe the Xanax I took when I got home was a waste. Maybe I'm just not like everybody else.

Today, I suddenly realized that I missed California.

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